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'''Sir Gemerald Bleu'''{{boylover}} ([[Powerword]]: '''Samuel Davi Bariviera Raspini''') was a [[Soyjak.party]] [[janny]] who served from July 2023 to January 2024 and lived from Jan. 10, 2005 until December 4, 2024. Additionally, he was an avid poster on the Shiwi (that is to say the Soyjak.party containment thread on [[Kiwi Farms]]) where he may have went [[TMI]] about his personal life from time to time. Samuel seemed to not have taken it too well when he suddenly lost his Janny privileges during the Froot administration. It was at this point that his life started to spiral downwards and he instantly began molesting his cousins and looking for [[tranny]] love on [[Discord]].

Samuel also once told an unbothered incognito [[EDiot]] on the Shlog to [[kill yourself|"41%"]] and called him a "literal troonjak" over his Rousseauean ethics,[https://blog.soyjak.st/threads/are-humans-good-or-evil-by-nature.446/#post-7698] which is ironic because he became a tranny chaser and then killed himself and [[nothing of value was lost]] nor does anybody care.

==Politics, Anti-Frootism and Reactionary Sootist Idealism==
[[File:Smug Frootcord Faggot.png|Using Der 'Cord.|thumb|200px]]
Samuel wrote this long-winded post on the Shiwi full of [[butthurt]] and [[SNCA|nobody cares]] after getting fired from his stay-at-home desk job as a janny for the Sharty. It is a critique - well, more of a rant - on the current admin at the time through his point of view and how he feels betrayed despite his standing Party loyalty.

{{story| '''Froot: A Critique'''

Sir Gemerald Bleu/Lee Clottson or whatever here. Former tripsister. Active as a janny during July 2023 to January 2024, fired without warning. First started using the Party in the first few weeks of 2022, and submitted my first janny application in December 2022. I need to get this off my chest.

Why do I even want to do this anymore? The single time of weakness as a janny in months where I needed support and cooperation it has been nonstop shitposting. It has been nonstop drawing lines in the sand. This is fucking completely the WORST experience I've had in this site. Thank you, thank you very much for the effort I put into this site, into this community, and instead this is how you've treated it. All it took was the slightest of banter in janny PMs for Root to delete my janny account and tell me to fuck off for being autistic. 

I've always been loyal to the Party. I would describe myself as a prolific poster: I've used other boards besides /soy/ actively, I discussed, bumped and posted gems, I never used splinter sites or 'rd servers, nothing of the sort. I wanted to stick with the Party, regardless of how much of a shitshow it has become. But this kind of circlejerky bullshit? The moment I needed help to deal with this? Fuck you, fuck this, fuck Doll, Root and the mod team (for the most part. I did have some positive interactions with some jannies over PMs), fuck you all. You are not doing this for the community, you are doing this for your own egos.

So now that I'm no longer a janny, I want to be 100% clear about how I feel about the Party, as someone who has tried to make his best efforts to fix it. I want to be 100% clear about the hypocrisy, the double standards, the shit tier, fucking nonsensical "decision-making" that this site has been built on. This shit gets me so fucking mad. So much that I literally can't stay away from this shit site even if I've been 'nished. I want to be clear about the fucking autism and the hypocrisy I have had to deal with, having to make decisions about content with no fucking transparency, making sure to not piss off the wrong person, having to deal with the constant, shit-tier and completely inane fucking bullshit. 

Even now, I still respect Froot and believe he makes the right calls. When discussing my failures as a janny that got me rather disrespectfully fired, he said I'd have to tape a soyjak to a car in order to become a janitor again. I refused, I wanted to do this the right way and talk away any concerns that may have been raised. Then he says I blew my chance. Fucking faggot. 

The way that the janitor team was handled, in particular the way I was dealt with, was disgusting. The only jannies I have ever heard are decent enough, at least have some form of dignity and are at least sane people to be jannies, agree with my ideal of an improved Party, criticizing the mods. The site was never built on cooperation, on working together to improve it. In my eyes, it's been built on fucking pettiness. A fucking joke. I've witnessed first hand and it makes me feel fucking shit that these kind of decisions are based around egos, around the fact that there has always been clear favoritism towards certain jannies. Why the fuck is it that only a small clique can dictate everything?

On the subject of improving the Party, I view myself as a conservative, a reactionary. I describe this ideology as Briht Sootism, an idealistic view, one that seeks to restore the Party into the glory of the good old days that never really existed. In reality though, no faction has lost harder than 'jak purists in the history of the Party. Noone wants the Party to return to anything resembling what it was once. It has had a long history of dumb circlejerks and shitposting, the very foundation it was built on, that we all know it for. These are the people that run the Party now. For someone like me, who thinks he can change this place, who thinks he can actually make a positive difference to the site, this is something I've never been able to wrap my head around. There is a fundamental reason that the Party will never change: The people who run it will never listen to the people who want it to change. 

I know that by making this post I might be ABSOLUTELY TANKING my chances of becoming a janny again, but I had to say it, even if I might be humiliated as a pathetic wannabe janny. I'm not leaking compromising info and I won't change my mind, and I still hope to see the Party shaped according to my vision. I like everything to run smoothly, in the exact manner that I prescribe. Like a well-oiled machine. Like a machine that will destroy any faggot who steps out of line. You know, like an authoritarian dictatorship. Like that. This is why I joined the jannies to begin with, for the chance to change the course of the Party, this is why I stayed. "DURRR POWER ATTRACTS CORRUPTED PEOPLE" To that I say it's a decadent liberal mindset but I'm not gonna get into that.}}
[https://kiwifarms.st/threads/soyjak-party-the-sharty.145349/page-303#post-17768820 sauce]

==Gay Confessions==
[[File:Fraulein Troonjak profile picture.png|thumb|left|75px|Fräulein Troonjak's profile picture: A caricature of an ugly tranny. Very telling.]]
[[File:Samuel Raspini 4chan confession.png|thumb|One of his [[4chan]] posts.]]
Now for some reason, starting around November 8th, Samuel, or '''Fräulein Troonjak''' as he was known on the Shiwi, thought it would be a splendid idea to express his desires to date an autistic troon on the [[transphobia]] capital of the [[internets]]. Samuel also posted about his problems [https://archive.4plebs.org/adv/thread/31827020 anonymously on 4chan], yet still felt the need to [[ARCHIVE FUCKING EVERYTHING]] and [https://kiwifarms.st/threads/random-trans-thoughts-musings-and-questions.156696/page-137#post-19830414 share that post with his Kiwi clique] where he confesses his love for a Discord tranny who is as [[batshit insane]] as [[Lance Twiggs]]. Another user created a thread for him to vent about his problems, [https://archive.ph/7BReN although only an archive of these convos exist now]. In said thread, he began self-[[doxing]] and confessing to how he raped two of his underage 12-year-old cousins and some Discord faggot. User was banned for this post, but he came back under the name '''Flagstaff AZ''' to post a [[suicide]] letter. Everyone pretty much forgot about him after that until a few months later when an obituary was found for him and his account was unb& and given the [[Deceased Encyclopedia Dramaticans|deceased tag]].

{{story| This is my blog and you are an asylum.

I thought I was straight and troonsphobic for the longest time. However, I'm an autist and I need to find someone who can relate to me. Someone understanding of the fact that my headspace isn't a normal human one. As a wise man once said, "if you want to be in a relationship with someone who shares your interests, you're not wanting to date a woman, but an autistic male" or something to that effect. And, as it happens, troons seem to fit that bill and seem better suited for a long-term relationship more than any female I've ever interacted with, online or not. Not that I've ever interacted with a troon in person though. 

My mind is fucking fried. Troons (a better way to put it would be "a very limited number of troons") are the ones whom I relate to most. Not that I'd ever wish to be one. I'd do anything for a loving, caring and understanding female partner. But this world will always let me down. There's only so much self-delusion and self-righteousness one can have before it all crumbles.

However, I'm disgusted and ashamed of myself and I'm not entirely on board with the idea that I'm going to have to settle for a troon.}}
[https://kiwifarms.st/threads/random-trans-thoughts-musings-and-questions.156696/page-135#post-19796813 sauce]

==Suicide==
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On December 4th, 2024, Samuel went missing because he jumped off a dam and died at the age of 19 years old. His body was later found floating in the Campestre neighborhood of Santa Maria on December 10, 2024, after being missing for six days. As a celebration, his fellow students at UFSM got to have December 11th off of school while authorities looked into the cause of his death. His funeral was hosted in his hometown of Quedas do Iguaçu. It’s unknown if his family ever found out about his deviant secrets.

===Suicide Message===

{{story|[[file:Sir Gemerald Bleu's farewell.png|center|1000px]]}}
[https://kiwifarms.st/attachments/1000015539-png.6713982/ sauce]

==See Also==
*[[Brian Thompson]] - Died on the same day, but at the hands of someone other than himself.
*[[Burntfishie]]
*[[Giggly Goonclown]]
*[[Victoria 2]] - His favorite game.

==External Links==
*[https://www.ufsm.br/2024/12/10/nota-de-falecimento-samuel-davi-bariviera-raspini His School’s announcement about his death]
*[https://bei.net.br/plantao/_jovem_que_estava_desaparecido_e_encontrado_morto_na_barragem_do_dnos_em_santa_maria.624187 Another news article about his death]
*[https://paralelo29.com.br/2024/12/10/estudante-de-direito-da-ufsm-que-estava-desaparecido-e-encontrado-morto-em-barragem/ Another news article]
*{{sw|Samuel_Davi_Bariviera_Raspini|Soyjak Wiki coverage}}
*[https://soyjakwiki.org/User:Sir_Gemerald_Bleu Soyjak.wiki account]
*[https://blog.soyjak.st/members/sir-reginald-brownpill.182/ Soyjak.blog account]
*[https://soybooru.com/user/Sir_Gemerald_Bleu Soybooru account]
*[https://kiwifarms.st/members/fraulein-troonjak.161433/ KiwiFarms account]
*[https://www.quora.com/profile/Samuel-Davi-Bariviera-Raspini Quora account]
*[https://steamcommunity.com/id/IntellectualDumbass Steam account]
*[https://x.com/samuel_raspini Xitter account] (needs archive)
*[https://www.youtube.com/@SDBR8170 YouTube account]

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